Let It Be
We debouch upon a newer mightier world, varied world,
Fresh and strong the world we seize, world of labor and the march,
Pioneers! O pioneers!"
Daughter
cause i’ve done some things
that i can’t speak
and i try to wash you away
but you just won’t leave
so why don’t you take a breathe
and dive in deep
cause i came here so
you’d come for me
i’m begging you to keep haunting
I know you’re dying to meet me
But I can just tell you this
Baby, as soon as you meet me
You’ll wish that you never did
Depression is like a monster entering your soul and overtaking it. Filling you with hatred and sadness, but most of all, emptiness. You try to fight it but its useless. You feel yourself going insane in consquence of the constant battle of voices screaming inside your head. You can’t escape it, so you take pills to try and ceace the void which you never knew where it came from to start with. You forget how to sleep, how to smile, how to feel. No one knows what’s going on inside you, and you start to feel like no one cares. You feel alone so you pick up the blade. It feels right. For an instant you forget about everything and you realize you’re alive because it hurts. You start liking the pain. You see the blood dripping down and you feel alive. That emptiness that overtook you once, is gone.
Then, it all starts again and you’re lost. Every day is the same, and after a while you can’t seem to distingish the difference between sadness and happiness because hate is all you know now. You see people laughing and loving and you can’t comprehend why. You feel tired as hell, even though you’ve slept for 14 hours strait. You forget what’s the point in life and you start questioning your own life. You know you’ve hit rock bottom, yet you start feeling at home there, like you belong there.Depression is wierd, even thought you feel empty all the time, its an emptiness full of beautifull darkness.
-BMS
